Distance & Love .....

Well … finally I found some time to write my heart out here again. To those who frequently read my blog will know that I had always written a lot about love. In fact, I wrote about all kinds of love in the past … except the one that I am truly experiencing now.

I am a liar … I admit that … I lied to her that I will never love her again and went away without even calling her like I used too .. But now I am sitting here alone thinking what an idiot I am to let her out of my life. I met her when she was still studying abroad and proposed to her in the second mail I wrote to her. She was amazed with my stupidity and we soon became very close friends. The social network messaging and the late night chats was the place I tried to express my love to her. Those were the start of the best moments of my life. However, I only had about four months to talk to her and convince her of my love, before she returned to her home town.

She had always ask me one thing, what would happen when she returned to her home town ,where she is unable to chat and talk in Skype like before … I told her that I will not be upset and we should live life in the present and not think too much of the future. Well, to tell you the truth, I did not know what to tell her then except to keep calm and act as if I am not worried. Meeting her made me believe in two things, love at first sight and long distance relationships. She is from the same country that I live in but sometimes love is so magical that it tends to travels via the oceans that separate the land and I i guess that is how I fell in love with her …

Well, to tell you the truth, she wouldn’t be pleased to read the above but I can’t help my feelings anymore and I had to tell her this one truth before it is gone unsaid. I even went to the extent of doing all the things she requested me to do before moving into her silence. For example, she told me to find another girl and express my love to her …. She told me to concentrate on my work … she told me not to call her again and she told me not to lie again…. Well I did all the above. I even tried my level best to love another girl, but every time I spoke to that girl, it just reminded me of her being on the other side of the line. It is very difficult to have someone in your heart and love another person in front of you. I can boldly tell you that I might not be able to love anyone as much as I love her.

Well … I know it is really hard to love me back especially when you don’t feel the same way. I understand your feelings, but have you ever thought a guy will love you to this extent. The distance that you thought will break the love further apart had turned to be the fuel that continues to keep this love ignited. Well, distance had never been and will never be the barrier to continue loving someone as much as before. A man only falls in love once, and once he had fallen in love, the physically distance will always brings him closer to his love one. Before I end this post … I would like to ask my readers their opinion on long distance relationship … can it or can’t it succeed? As for me … I will continue waiting for her and hopefully she will realize my love before it is too late ...

I had also inserted this song in Hindi which very well explains distance and love …